andzzzie in wonderland

everything happens for a reason

STOP! April 12, 2012

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 5:39 pm
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THIS IS THE TIME I FEEL LIKE I’VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU STARING AT PEOPLE, CALLING NAMES, DISREGARDING, DISCRIMINATING, UNDERESTIMATING, BULLYING. NO ONE IN THIS WORLD DESERVES ANY KIND OF ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR, INCLUDING YOU!
WHAT DO YOU THINK THEY WOULD FEEL? HAPPY?? YES THEY ARE HAPPY TO HAVE YOU POINTING YOUR FINGERS, LAUGHING, AND CALLING THEM IDIOTS! THEN CALL ME IDIOT, AS YOU WISH YOU COULD DO.
ONE THING I KNOW IS SOMETIMES THEY, AND I, HAVEN’T KNOWN YET WHAT YOU KNOW. OH YES YOU ARE ONE STEP AHEAD, OH YES YOU ARE MISTER RIGHT GUY, OH YES YOU ARE SUPERIOR, BUT THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO LOOK DOWN ON US. THINK ABOUT IT PEOPLE, BEFORE YOU DO THAT, THINK TWICE. IT COULD HAPPEN TO ANYONE OF US.

 

sok tau itu berbahaya, kawan! April 10, 2012

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 10:38 am
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tambah satu lagi pengalaman berhadapan dengan kesoktauan orang. sekitar dua minggu lalu naik travel ke jogja yang penuh penumpang (karena habis long weekend) dengan pak supir yang berdasarkan pengamatan bisa dikategorikan sebagai orang sok tau dan tak mau tau. sok tau karena dia ternyata baru pertama kali ini ke jogja tapi sok ngatur-ngatur penumpang mana yang duluan dianter. tak mau tau karena dia tetep gak mau dengerin arahan penumpang yang sudah bertahun-tahun keluar masuk jogja, bahkan ada yang asli jogja.

yang paling aneh adalah waktu si pak supir maksa mau nganter semua penumpang yang di jalan kaliurang (jakal) lebih dulu. oke itu bakalan make sense kalau alamatnya terpisah gak terlalu jauh. tapi ini satu di jakal km 5, satu lagi di jakal km 14. jelas-jelas jauhannya sampai 10 kilometer. dan terjadilah penelantaran 3 orang penumpang lainnya yang alamatnya masih di dalam ringroad jogja. bener-bener gak mau tau ini orang. padahal keefisienanan kerjanya sangat berpengaruh pada kami-kami ini yang bergantung padanya.

baru kali ini dalam sepuluh tahun sejarah pertavelan keluar masuk jogja ketemu pak supir yang sangat mengganggu tapi tak ada yg mampu menanggulanginya. mungkin karena dia dalam posisi yg paling berkuasa di mobil (daripada diturunin di tengah jalan).

kadang kita lupa orang lain memang lebih tau dari kita, kadang gengsi membuat kita tidak mau mengakuinya. dan kadang pikiran yang tertutup tidak mampu membuat kita melihat segala sesuatu dengan jernih. contoh kecil tadi mungkin hanya sepele, tapi sungguh merugikan diri sendiri dan orang lain. sok tau itu berbahaya, kawan.

 

little darren October 3, 2009

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 12:48 pm
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[verse1]

dear little darren

everyday used to be fun

climbing daddy’s shoulder

dancing around with mother

[verse2]

dear little darren

everynight used to be fun

reading books with sister

running around with brother

[chorus]

time is passing by (more…)

 

powerless August 3, 2009

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 5:09 pm

july 29th, i had my final examination, facing 3 professors at once.

they came up with thousands of questions i’d never imagine before.

it was so hard to make the right answer.

i had no idea how to make them satisfied and stop asking more and more questions.

somehow i felt it was only a test and (more…)

 

Love has gone June 5, 2009

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 8:14 pm
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[verse1]

Boy I know you love me
I know you do
But now my heart is empty
Because of you

[verse2]

Boy I know you know me
And what I wanna do
I need you to set me free
But you don’t want to

(more…)

 

hey cantik March 16, 2009

Filed under: bad times,good times — andzzzie @ 12:30 pm
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hey cantik
beritahu aku
apa yang ada di kepalamu
saat kau palingkan wajahmu
dari semua yang kau tau
akan membahagiakanmu

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hey cantik
apa kau mengerti
semua yang kau miliki
tak ada yang abadi
akan berakhir dan mati
tanpa kau sadari

(more…)

 

Without You March 5, 2009

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 5:37 pm
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It’s late at night

and I’m still here

Just sit and wait

What will happen to me

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Looking back the time when you were playing

your guitar at the backyard

You said that I was the only

loved one in your heart

(more…)

 

anxious August 11, 2008

Filed under: bad times,good times — andzzzie @ 5:06 pm
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It’s been 23 years and 17 hours.
Counting down to my last heartbeat.
What have I got?
What have I done for life?
After all these troubled times, I still find it difficult to be what I wanna be.
Everyone’s pushing me too far, beyond my grasp.
I need to fly away but they hold me back.
I wanna live my life just the way I want it to be.
Not the way they want it to be.

God, forgive me.
For all of my sins and my ungrateful soul.

 

invisible March 10, 2008

Filed under: bad times — andzzzie @ 10:02 am

[verse1]

do i see?
do i breathe?
do i feel?
do i dream?

[chorus1]

for these times you’ve never seen me
i can’t take it anymore
cold and freeze that you’ve made me
i can’t take it anymore

[verse2]

do i cry?
do i smile?
do i try?
just to fly

(more…)

 

 
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